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Accountability is a love language. That's the through-line. Everything else follows from it.
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Issues on the record.
For the record: why I built this
Not a navel-gazing origin story. A manifesto disguised as an introduction — on the gap that makes forthestate.ca necessary, and what happens when the people doing the most important institutional work have no public voice.
On leaving institutions before they leave you
What grief teaches us about organizational exits — and why we rarely name it correctly. People don't leave bad jobs. They leave the version of themselves they were trying to be there.
The accountability theatre problem
When the process exists to demonstrate concern rather than produce change. Every organization has a version of this. The working group that produces a report nobody reads.
Good people, bad systems: a field guide
Why the best employees are the first to feel the friction — and the first to walk. Systems that create pointless friction are optimized to lose exactly the people they can least afford to lose.
"The body remembers what the institution asks it to forget."
forthestate.ca — The Record